RAMADHAN 2018 | DAY 16 : COLD AND WET MORNING

Salam all! It's currently 7am here and I can't fall asleep after Subuh. It has been like this for the past few months. I'm sitting here on my sofa with cushions all around, lightning decorating my windows. Thunder and raindrops relaxes me at times but since Khayr's passing, it scares me.

The week before we headed to the hospital for the termination, we prayed day and night for God to help us make the right decision. That whole week, it rained cats and dogs with thunder and lightning. It was dark and gloomy. The following week I was at the hospital, the rain miraculously stopped and it was sunshine all day. I remember crying and telling Wan that it was a sign.

So right now, it's dark and gloomy outside too but I kinda like it. The cold wind comforts me as it touches my skin. The loud booming thunder serves as a reminder of painful days that we overcame.

So for iftar last night, we had reheated Subway. It tasted great nevertheless.

We just posted another video of Adam pretend playing. This time it's bowling! 

Off to hug my boys a little tighter,
Ja