Wow, it's day 2 already. Well for iftar, we went to my parent's house. Alhamdulillah for all the food. We had Indian food.
I haven't been eating rice for more than three weeks. Rice makes my reflux go crazy. It will hurt like nobody's business. So for now I'm just avoiding rice. Even for iftar I will just eat what my body allows me to take in. Mostly fruits.
I don't know if my hemoglobin is down again but I've been having weird dreams since two days ago. Not nightmares, just weird dreams. Things happen to my body if my hemoglobin is low. When I had Khayr at the hospital and my hemoglobin was at 7(normal is 11-13), that was before the blood transfusion, I hallucinated and imagined stuff. I told Wan I saw things happening that he said were really kinda impossible. So maybe my hemoglobin is down or maybe my body is just tired. It is not in its best state right now.
Dear Body,
I know you have been through a lot this past year but I need you to have some mercy on me right now. Thank you for holding up so far.
I love you.
Sincerely,
Ja
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