FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

Assalamua'alikum.

So today marks a week of Adam being in school. On the first and second day, he did not cry at all. Probably he thought it was only like a one time play date thingy. He looked shocked and just followed the teachers around. We fetched him right after his naptime. He asked for me the moment we fetched him, "Nak Mama! Nak Mama!" AWWW.

 However, on the third day, he cried at the school door when the teachers tried to bring him in. He turned towards me and spread his arms gesturing for me to carry him.

"I'll fetch you later ok Adam! You play with Teacher and friends first." I said, trying to console Adam and also my heart that was shattering with every second. His teacher carried him in and we walked away so he won't feel any worse.

I told myself to be strong. I see this every single time at work. Funny how your emotions play you when you're on the other side of the court. *sulk*

So now everytime he sees a picture of himself in his unifrom, he will immediately hug me and say, "Nak Mama! Ayaaang Mama!"

Oh, and Ayah will feel left out and say, "Sayang Ayah also?" 

Praying that I will be strong for this journey that will break my heart into God knows how many pieces,

Ja