Assalamu'alaikum.
My mind is so tired from all that soul searching. I'm kidding. No soul searching done. Although I should have done it since I'm so fickle about everything. I'm so tired from job hunting and school searching for Adam.
It's not an easy process. Or rather, I'm picky and fussy. I've registered Adam in Iman childcare in June and My First Skool even earlier. I don't know if there is a slot for him in either one. I have already contacted them and I'm going to pray that Adam gets what is best for him.
I prefer a place where he learns how to recite all the important doas but at the same time, having him around other races and cultures is a plus point so he gets to learn more. Doas and habits start from home. Wan and I know that but can we do it?
It's all technical when you teach children in school. Like when I conduct lessons and take care of children at work, it's all technical. I do love and care for them with all my heart, I really do but it's more of, I must make sure they turn out to be a good citizens. I must make sure they learn something by the end of the term. I must ensure their bad habits are not brought to class.
Do you feel me? It's a job. But with your own child, you cannot run. He is yours. At the end of the day, when you are gone, he will pray for you. InshaaAllah.
See, this is why I cannot sleep at night. I think too much. Too much!
I have a problem.
I need help,
Ja
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