Assalamu'alaikum.
I haven't been updating for some time. I've been super busy. No time for myself even. Now, although it's assignment day, I'm trying my best to finish what I can and settle some wedding stuff at the same time. I can't believe it's 3 more days to the wedding. Mixed emotions right now. I'm terrified about life after the wedding. As in, can I be a good wife and still keep my opinions and choices? I'm grateful and excited that I get to be with Wan after so long. I'm nervous about the wedding day itself. Will things go as planned? Lastly, I'm super happy that I'm on leave and get to go on a short trip. That's the best part. =)
It's gonna get busy from now onwards. Hopefully I have time to blog and keep a record of my activities. Just cause it will be nice to have a recollection of the preparation stage. Anyways, because I'm having a small wedding, I could not invite alot of my friends. I wish I could but we have to adhere to a strict budget. So ya. Moral dilemma. We believe that wedding is not about inviting the whole world but more of to share the one happy moment in our life with people who care.
For those who didn't get the invitations, I seriously hope they will understand. Not being invited doesn't mean they are less important in any way. It just means that we are having a small wedding and we can only afford to invite close friends. =(
At this time and age, I'm sure everyone will go through the pain of having to fock out for marriage when we can just go through the solemnisation process and have a doa session.
Wan and me are having jitters right now. Asking ourselves, are we doing the right thing? If yes, are we doing it correctly? Are we ready for this? Marriage is a big step. But we hope for the best and the best thing that people can do for us is just to keep us in your doas. <3
